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saving you from myself
I tried to change
Instead i think ill stay the same
I put myself out there
Im the only one to blame
For this pain
That i feel inside my heart
I knew already from the start
My eyes dont shed a single tear..
An aching chest is all i feel.
I just want to go to sleep
I just want a little peace.
Never again no more, no more..
And then you show up at my door..
It is easier to be alone,
Just live my life in mono tone.
As i lie with you in bed
I begin to think in my head
Holding you for now is nice.
But i know real soon ill pay its price.
Ill start to push you away
Really wanting you to stay
How can i love
How can i trust
I will never be good enough
I was raised to only lust
For the men
Who only want me just in bed.
Anything more
Im out the door.
You will cheat that i kno..
I will cheat if i think so..
Terribly really that i turned out this way..
I just want to be ok..
And have a happy home.
But this feeling is all i know
And with this feeling you will go..
Dont turn back if i say so.
Im really saving you from myself..
Its a blessing.
I cant be helped.
