I remember

I remember the first time i kissed..it was because i wanted to feel accepted

 

I remember the first time i had sex.. it was because i wanted to feel wanted

 

I remember the first time i cut myself it was because i wanted to be ugly

 

I remember the first time i got pierced it was because i wanted to feel pretty

 

I remember the first time i got married it was because i wanted what i never had

 

I remember the first time i tried to commit suicide it was because i felt i wasnt made for this world.

 

I remember everything.. But mostly i remember who i have become.. protecting others from myself.. Being who ive always been.. Doing what ive always known.. Fighting myself everyday

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