I remember the first time i kissed..it was because i wanted to feel accepted
I remember the first time i had sex.. it was because i wanted to feel wanted
I remember the first time i cut myself it was because i wanted to be ugly
I remember the first time i got pierced it was because i wanted to feel pretty
I remember the first time i got married it was because i wanted what i never had
I remember the first time i tried to commit suicide it was because i felt i wasnt made for this world.
I remember everything.. But mostly i remember who i have become.. protecting others from myself.. Being who ive always been.. Doing what ive always known.. Fighting myself everyday