I sang hate me like I wanted you to leave,
Find your own way and let me find mine.
But that leaves me here without you
And you somewhere with someone else holding you.
If I could just turn back time……but I can’t
Understand how this happened and let go…….but I can’t
The pain is almost more than I can take, but don’t hate me
If you did that too, there is no way that I wouldn’t break.
Now I slip away into nothingness and dream
Those days are almost too far gone now to even remember.
Is there someone else that could be my new dream?
I will never find out as long as I keep walking this road.
Our paths keep crossing and new memories we share.
It is so worth the pain to get to share a smile with you once more.
And every time I can’t help but think is there some distant chance.
That we could forget the past and just start over fresh.
I have changed so much and I know you have too.
You are still the woman I loved but you have found yourself.
I am still everything you loved too just more free and with it happy.
Not free from you, I would have given you a key to my heart to do what you wished.
I cant help but think did I really hold you back from being who you are.
I never wanted that, but you weren’t yourself and who’s fault was that.
Was it mine, was I too overbearing and protective of what I loved.
I pray not…….. I never wanted any more that to be happy with you forever.
So now what is in store for us, do we have to wait a lifetime to discover.
Our future, whether it be together or distant friends from the past.
There will always be a connection and you will never leave my heart.
Lets always remember the good times we shared, and never let go of them.