Hurt

I stand before you a broken soul,
must you wither away the bits of hope i thought i had?
let me begin by explaining myself,
within the doors of my mind i am both man and beast,
as much as you see cold i am but a gentle flower,
you must be filled before you become hollow,
for i have poured within me the love i had for your beauty,
the words you've spoken like a warm river's flow,
drentching me with desire to move on,
for both legs can only take us so far,
it has been to long,
why must every song remind me of the memories i never thought i had existing in me,
for the worlds material and nature ressemble one matter,
you,
it had been to long that i had gave up on such things as love,
for men are whores and love is for pussies,
yet i feel a challenge approaching,
anyone can fuck a bitch,
but what man can love a woman?
truely hold her heart,
truely make a certain move like a pawn on a chess board breaking through the attacks of the world,
truely stand there naked,
nothing to hide but everything to show,
love should be a museum's display,
.........................
is that not what we had?
does love break down into homicidal thoughts and anger,
pain,
is the refund from spilling the cards on the table,
why do the people who need help the most never take it?
i only pushed when i needed to pull,
i have never told you how much you ment to me,
how much it hurt seeing the same lips that whisperd comfort and kissed my boo boos all over another man,
i thought it was enough,
luxury,
i gave you the money,
on the spot,
i was there for you in time of need,
pleasure,
i held your body like a new toy i got for christmas,
pleasing your every nerve,
and kissing every follicle of hair warming your body,
what i never gave you,
was my piece of mind,
i had never told you i'd give up the world for you,
i never told you why i slave over a worthless check to take you out somewhere nice,
i never told you i never wanted to loose sight of you,
i never told you i hurt,
baby i hurt,
but now your gone,
they say don't live in regre but thats all i do,
it's all i do,
it's all i do,
it's all i do,
It's all i do,
Can you relate?

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