I can feel it rise to my throat
I want to scream
I want to get it out that I am sick
I am so sick that I cannot feel myself think
there is someone else inside me
I see what she sees
I hear what she hears.
there is red everywhere,
"come see what I did..."
I don't know where I am
"look at what I did...."
I reach for the door
"I killed the bastard..."
but there is no way out
"the red...everywhere..."
then I scratch myself awake,
asking him what happened,
he says its okay
it was only a dream......