Dear Seina
Today I got my 1st kill,
It was really against my will.
It came down to him or me,
Thinking of you all,
It had to be he.
I thought about his family,
Would they ever understand,
Could they ever see.
Why I had to kill this man?
It wasn’t something
I wanted to do,
But it was the only way
I could get back to you.
My bullets riddled his body
As he went down,
And there were pats on the back
And congratulations all around.
Don’t they understand,
This is a life that will never be
Reunited with his family.
I try hard not to show
How I really feel,
About this man I just killed
But I don’t have time to mourn his loss,
As mortar fire and bullets are raining in
From this mosque.
We pulled back to this wall,
When two of our own are hit and fall.
They are crying out in agony,
And I ran out and dragged them to safety.
I don’t know what I thought,
I just knew, they were friends,
With whom I had fought.
I don’t know how long it will be
Before I can make this post,
But hon, right now I need you the most.
Love you. Give the girls a hug for me.
Sean