Marianne 2

You caused me so much pain

But I didn’t try to know you

And i blamed that on you

You pushed me back

And i let you

You played games and put up walls between us

I painted them with colours that suited me

When i should have just pushed them down

And let you know that everything’s going to be ok

that your defects didn't matter

that they made me love you more

that all the sickening pain

caused by a barrage of cold shoulders

was worth every second

just to see the real you again

That you were beauty defined

and the times that i thanked love

for making you mine



Now looking back,

You’d hide and slash daggers

on my pride

you just wanted to see

if you could hurt me

...so that you could give me your trust

but I acted like it didn’t happen

and the cold that came between us

was deathening

and yet

I cannot stop thinking about you

I loved you so much

Once

I hated you too

I miss you dearly Mary

The truth is,

I loved you more than I have ever loved anybody

Come back

I have a home for you

It beats and will not stop flushing my body with shivers

And tingling

I love you so much

I’m thankful for the moment that you kissed me,

I’m thankful for the times that you told me that you love me

And when you smiled everytime i told you how i really felt about you

I'm sorry for any pain i caused

to your fragile skin








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