You're a fucking incompetent
To hold anything dear to me
I was a fragile imperfect
that was craving to surface
for you to hammer me down
Now I drown in the shadows
of places I used to be
You took every chance
that I ever gave you
Why were you so hungry
to hurt hurt a pathetic fool like me?
You smashed and eroded
All sense of my empathy
Until you became
A piece of meat to me
And I was barely aware
of how you had me scared
Of showing a human a feeling,
you could see i was reeling from,
waiting for you
To discard me again
I can’t tear out the image
Of the way that you bend your mouth
M Your smile was a guise
Shielding malignant eyes from me
Tell me why was my trust,
a pawn in your lust, for misanthropy?
was it me you were resenting?
or was apathy unrelenting, to you?
And when I finally muster the strength
to cut you out,
You cancer
My heart thumps so hard,
And i break into tears
Tell me why am I grieving
for the loss of my torment