These nights keep surprising me
and everything falls perfectly into place
and you wrote me on AIM as i fell asleep in your arms
these nights keep surprising me
and all my time is better than
visits and visitors and very genuine days
now this cheap penkeeps dying
if i could than i would but i'll never stop trying
these nights jump up
but why is it just to me?
why cant i feel anything other than how i always feel?
why cant i grab you
and hold you
and make you believe in us
and not be scared in public places
or the looks on other people's faces
and reactions to actions and the fraction
of my self teamed with the passion of anything other than
your cold nose
and
colder lips
i'm so gone
so out of it
can i stay over?
or hold your sweatshirt?
or waltz towards moonlight?
or lay in you bed and spoon?
Can i shiver at the thoughts of others making you shiver?
can i hold you?