It started like this.
Driven by attraction
Providing satisfaction
Gave a bit of action
You were a good distraction
From reality.
Forgot not to fall
Woops!
I tripped, accidently.
Landed in lust
Lost all trust
Anyway.
Before I met you I felt invisible.
Then you made me feel invincible.
That didn’t last long.
Left still stumbling
To not hide in the shadow again
Trying to be noticed.
Don’t know what for.
I don’t wanna be alone.
Im not good at it.
Take a look at my playlist.
I continue to persist.
I don’t know how to fit in.
So I take a skull of that gin.
Go to town for a good time.
Acting like im fine.
Really im fucked.
Wanna be home
In bed where I should be tucked.
Not by myself.
With you.
I see you though.
Its awkward.
I think im dreaming about before.
it feels like that never happened.
But then I remember those eyes, that smile.
And realise it did.
But all is done now.
I need to stop chasing.
Its over.
Finished.
Ended.