I don’t know where to place it, do I lay it here or there?
Does it really matter what I put it through and how I abandon it?
Life has cruel jokes and ways of making you scold your own destiny
Trying to deflect the true virtues that wait for you once you have given in
Stand away from the winds that blow to the north of the life you left behind
Hide behind the lies that blind you everyday and remind you of what has happened
Time brings the same crisis time and time again, making our life a sequel of yesterday
Through so much turmoil we sleep to wake to a new day, only to find tomorrow is now
I can’t see it no more, I can’t bare to part with it one more time and lose all I have gained
Tears shed so many times to flood the heavens with tastes that unkind words twist
Go from me and follow the light that drifts the clouds to a far place of emptiness
I need not to see the face that betrayed my heart and forsaken me to a life of fear
I was invited to a party to dine with my future, a feast that took a piece of my soul
Left me to wander seeking for shelter from the heat that caused my faith to tremble
Where can I go to put away all of my transgressions and find a smile to give me life
I fear that I will ride into my destiny unaccompanied and left to be alone in death
Where can I place it, do I just leave it or treat it right?
My heart you see, goes on crying and not believing in love and fears all caresses
I follow my soul to seek a new breathe to take into my dying body perishing into nothing
I have come to a wall of uncaring emptiness to find that I will not know what to do
I have lost with out losing for my loss is that of what I have not and will not.