I gather my thoughts of terrible stories unfolding within my mentals
I gather my spirit of agonizing pain destroying my inner being
I gather my soul of terrifying fear for the lost wanderers of time
I gather my heart for the pieces broken are now lost for ever
Falling through cracks of my own life, leaving nothing to the truth of love
Devouring the very image that is sparked from the caring of my heart
I fell into an abyss of time lapsed trauma of a fault I can not control
For being who I am is not a substance, which can be held lightly, I am I
Made in an image of greatness, I fell short of that beauty so desired by many
A picture taken off the walls, and thrown into the depth of darkness not to be seen
Hatred spewed from lips so delicate and wanted, a feeling of self hate now dwells
Once heard these words remain dormant in the mind, waiting to remind me of sadness
One night I fell off the cliff where I stood, into an emptiness of cold undesired souls
Taken to the door of disgrace to show a face of pure hurt, to remember the day I died
Dying meant to never live the torment given unto me, but reality was that of the opposite
I see the story every night; I relive the tears and agonizing breaking of my heart
Betrayed my heart was from the day I gave it, but I cannot take back the gift and it hurts
Mistaken fortune made to weaken the spirit, unwanted cruelty widens its path
Taking with it the intentions of purity and replacing it with malicious contempt
Deceived and thwarted was I from the start of our trail; I lost my way from the beginning
I gather my life from where it was to give it new meaning and hope
I gather my being and look into horizons to follow my dreams
I gather my nightmares and realize I was only asleep
I gather my memories of time past, forgetting how it was
I take with me what I have knowing how life will be
I gathered life’s reminders of tomorrow’s memories so I will know how they will be