The room stops...
Suddenly I can't breathe...
Knees want to give out from under me
Still in my tracks...
There you stand smiling, eyes fixed on me...
There's so much...tension
The air is thick
The lights like the sun...
I begin to sweat...
Body numb but in control...
As far as I know
He moves toward me
Piercing me with his eyes
I like it...
A lot more than I should
Chest almost collapsing under my flannel shirt
Why do you make me feel this way?
I feel out of my element
I feel the tension, I can cut it with a knife
Hard to swallow...
Throat thickening...
Shaking uncontrollably...
Damnit...damn this...this...
Tension