we are waiting for a green light to tell us when to go
and where to go
the bus blows black smoke in my face
i shouldntve wound down the window
i know im breathing the black inside
i know what my insides must look like
i know i shouldntve gotten out of bed this morning
assisted by the crutch of drugs and fuel
im blowing smoke as i make pointless journeys
and ill remember none of it on my death bed
my life would have been a blank fired
misfired?
we wont be bothered in trying to come together
in trying to connect
its like weve given up
we might, if we try hard enough
but we dont
erecting a wall
keeping everybody out
we could solve this problem
we could be happier
we could feel okay about death
regretting not a moment of life
or maybe its ok caz its a welcome relief from nothing
but we could make something
we could really make something
but we dont try
letting go, hoping more than nothing
without trying
we sit alone in our cars
looking at each other through the glass
we are too busy holding on
watching for the light to change
to press our hand against the plane
our head
breathe against the pain
reminding that we are all alive and we can connect
but we just keep on driving
and dying inside.
maybe well have nothing left
because we are burning it up
in our hope to progress - technology is burning it all up
we are setting fire to babies
and thinking that business deals secure the memories that will warm
our death beds.
maybe any progress is futile.
maybe it all means nothing.
its the age of technology, progress and storing childhood in a box
i sit waiting in a trafiic jam
progress, indeed
i am waiting for a green light to tell me when to go
and which way
i just want to stop and get out
even if it means everyone else will run me down