Letter to a Backstabber

Hey I know my voice is funny now

and I know I'm too thin

And I know your just perfect now

Perfect enough to sin



Hey I know you went behind my back

and you've told your self-conscious lies

for some reason you wanted me to feel like crap

and you want to feel great now



Hey I know we were friends once

and I'm still wondering why?

To wake up and find your life is a lie

whats there to live for when that happens?

Still stunned at how you could face me

when just a minute before you defaced me

makes me scared. hide my head

You smile but there's nothing to smile at

I cry, yes and alas I know you cant feel pity

you say you dont understand when tears are open

YES I KNOW YOU ARE A FRIGGEN ROBOT VOID OF EMOTIONS

still dont understand why you are so nasty to me

Is it some deep self-satisfaction you craved

I hope you are now satisfied

Now I see that you are nourished on others pain

Because all my tears need a sponge...



And you confuse me so when you be so nice

I wonder why you bother, I wonder your secret intentions

And know I dont care how many compliments you give to others

because you are just trying to justify that you are not them

them they are BLIMMIN BITCHES

I feel sad for you sometimes

To have a world of sitting around pointing the finger

I guess it gives you some self-esteem

god knows you need it

this is the last time I smile, I mean it

But sometimes I reinforce it

-you were my best friend

Sometimes I want you back

but its only a poison I'm curious to taste

knowing the taste is now all different

and you just want to choke me

             want to KILL me again

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