Hey I know my voice is funny now
and I know I'm too thin
And I know your just perfect now
Perfect enough to sin
Hey I know you went behind my back
and you've told your self-conscious lies
for some reason you wanted me to feel like crap
and you want to feel great now
Hey I know we were friends once
and I'm still wondering why?
To wake up and find your life is a lie
whats there to live for when that happens?
Still stunned at how you could face me
when just a minute before you defaced me
makes me scared. hide my head
You smile but there's nothing to smile at
I cry, yes and alas I know you cant feel pity
you say you dont understand when tears are open
YES I KNOW YOU ARE A FRIGGEN ROBOT VOID OF EMOTIONS
still dont understand why you are so nasty to me
Is it some deep self-satisfaction you craved
I hope you are now satisfied
Now I see that you are nourished on others pain
Because all my tears need a sponge...
And you confuse me so when you be so nice
I wonder why you bother, I wonder your secret intentions
And know I dont care how many compliments you give to others
because you are just trying to justify that you are not them
them they are BLIMMIN BITCHES
I feel sad for you sometimes
To have a world of sitting around pointing the finger
I guess it gives you some self-esteem
god knows you need it
this is the last time I smile, I mean it
But sometimes I reinforce it
-you were my best friend
Sometimes I want you back
but its only a poison I'm curious to taste
knowing the taste is now all different
and you just want to choke me
want to KILL me again