The true me is a girl who cannot smile
The true girl is something you do not see
Its hidden on the inside a girl who cannot be
You see her as happy but I'm a girl full of pain
And when you see me as unhappy
the world will die
It fades for you.
Cause this stripped, torn small one
eyes brimming fill of tears
will be the end of you.
It shows you truth, truth of the pain in this world
so you must crush me, or this pain will be reality (because it is)
But its there, it shouldnt take me to tell you so
And I'm sorry it its ruined, or you dont believe me.
cause I wish the real me was a girl who could smile.
And I know youll never truly understand
which is good, carrying the burden would be too much for the world to take
I am strong. I will carry it on
If I break will you pick up the pieces?
Cause sometimes I can tolerate,
but sometimes I cant
I cry so much my insides hurt.
Whats this life for?
I know I speak the truth out loud.
We all live till we die.
We all live to die.
You will just fling me out into the cold gutters
but somehow I know its touched deep inside
it touches the whole world -
it smiles.