if you got a steady hand you can fake it
the confidence of focus
but its not enough
its funny how i can draw the line
but any other time its shaky
a false kind of confidence
is better than none at all.
i feel lost without it.
is this me here, thats the real me?
i used to say it was
but i dont know anymore
i think they are both me
both distinctly different
like polar opposites of a girl
torn
and this battle it fights
no matter which girl i inhabit.
the subconcious
or what you will
all the times ive tried
when false works best