Shimmering dust
of sparkling rays
stand by my side
give the wind a soul
feel my hair
lift gently from my face
wavering in the air
its black strands
fingered by a totured soul
one that was that age
when they met the end
the start of walking
to no end
in deranged mind
simply obsessed
wrap the clawed fingers
around my neck
screaming uncontrolably
with such totured pity
lower my eyes
finally see
that familiar face standing there
or so she 'did'
"cant go to sleep"
she screams
but faraway
drifting on sea
I am trapped
on this boat
a million miles
from where I should be
"find me back"
open my arms
over the boat
but its so black
so full of dead
I scream
hold the necklace
at my throat
and feel the blades
stick in my throat
so much pain
getting furthern away
cant keep it up
give up
feel my feet slip
over the boat
feel the air
hear no breath
plunges into an ocean
of merging skulls dead
diseased breath
against my cheeks
clawing at my hair
here a tear
of blood drops
hands at my face
look into the eyes
of those who keep walking
but long for revenge
who walk the ghost roads
not quite human
fighting for the top
merging over all spaces
Something drops
sparkles bright in the darkness
screaming
anguished souls
a hand pulls me up
and light rushes up to greet me.
Blood on my hands
someone elses tears on my face
give this hope
for this brand new day.