what friends are for

I'm falling, I can't breath

saying I'm sorry again

And I am

Sorry for myself

Is the world mine for the taking?

to rip apart and cry at the mess

I've caused

you say it's stupid being sorry

what are friends for?



Then I'm pretending to fall

Just for the attention

maybe i am like a child

dependable and lost

I work myself in a state of thinking

that I start to believe the lies of caused

Then I spit out my distortions

To cover up thick regret

6 years ago, I'd never believe

Thats what friends are for

I seemingly take this for granted

All those times, that are fabricated everyday

You've laughed in dark

Laughed at light

It touches sacred forrids

I seem to recognise similarities that are buried beneath differences

There's a million pictures that are spread

beneath my head

Splayed in my dark hair

One day, a million tales

I'll carry these photos as long as it takes

I'll try not to drop them

If I do I'll pick them up

I I loose just one

I'll make up for it

i'll add another one

what are friends for?


Author's Notes/Comments: 

this poem was written after a party and how I got megaly drunk and got with two guys, puked, and ended up in the bathroom crying my eyes out with all my friends with me. Just graditude and hugs to them all.

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