Right Now

I'm sick of listening to those words of pain

They are so true

                 -driving me insane

But I can't take them right now

I'm so tired, I need to rest

Open eyed, in deep dark mess

But I can't dream right now

You see my nightmares arent there

Nor my dreams

             -I don't care

But I can't comprehend right now

Deleriums is a drug

         -I like to take

Just for my own nervous thinking state

But I can't hide behind right now

I'm trying to think of reasons

             - I might pass

There's no more lessons to calm this task



Right now

I just can't take

Anymore i'm drowning

In the world's words

I'm floundering

I hope I die soon

I can't take much more of this fear

Or paniac

Right now

Author's Notes/Comments: 

basically about how I can't take anything *right now*.
ie * I'm sick of listening to those words of pain
They are so true
                 -driving me insane*

is basically me sick and tired of seeing what the world can do and how cruel it can be, because its so true (about the world). It goes on to explain everything I cant take which makes up my own meaningless world

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