I'm sick of listening to those words of pain
They are so true
-driving me insane
But I can't take them right now
I'm so tired, I need to rest
Open eyed, in deep dark mess
But I can't dream right now
You see my nightmares arent there
Nor my dreams
-I don't care
But I can't comprehend right now
Deleriums is a drug
-I like to take
Just for my own nervous thinking state
But I can't hide behind right now
I'm trying to think of reasons
- I might pass
There's no more lessons to calm this task
Right now
I just can't take
Anymore i'm drowning
In the world's words
I'm floundering
I hope I die soon
I can't take much more of this fear
Or paniac
Right now