I Just Dont Know

Close the door on me

Say I'm not worth anything

Curse my name under the sun

Unbourn me because you know

                 You've tried

Tried to love something as damned as me

Not making any sense

Falling closer to the edge

I have little arms

in one grip I'm overpowered

Powered by hope of death in front of me

I'm crying, I'm flying into the air



No one can love something

Sinful, like me

I'm drinking tears because I'm running out

Don't even know if this hurt will come about



Just don't know

Falling closer to the edge

I got this death hoping that I'll grow wings

Hoping that I'll fly



Wishing this wasn't hurting as much it does now

Praying that I'm not fucked, knowing that i am

Trying to find love in temporary places

now I'm even more fucked up

Falling in love, with some thing not there

Looking for one thing, I have never been shown



              I just don't know

I just can't find what I'm looking for



Then there is you beside me telling me I lie

I want to tell the tale of truth

But I can't

          I just don't know

Wishing this would all go away

Wishing to a cross ~ know I've tried

Because you made me relise I want to die

I want to fade away, and have you cry

Not that tears mean your soul is bleeding

Look at me, look at how much I have bled

Want to cry. Want to die

I just will try.

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