All I feel

All I feel is pain

All I feel is fucked

-Name 1 or 2 problems

Theres more

Don't Look

All I feel is hurt

All I am is shit

I'm useless

I'm selfish

I'm pointless

Sleepless

Souless

Stupid

Lazy

A bitch

A freak

A witch



I'm fucked

A broken toy

Stuffed

I can't sleep

Open eyed

In dark

My futures dull

dumb and death

I'm mad

jolts and shakes

Why doesn't anyone lock me up?

I'm locked hereIn my head

All I am is a bad influence

I need help

My arm is twitching

I can't stop it

though I've tried

I'm a flawed human specimen

I'm so sorry

And I'm so fucked

Stuck between two worlds void of sympathy

do I want it?

Reject

Freak

Arrogant

Smart

Imperfect

Dumb

Stupid

Slow

Simple

shake

I can't stop it neither

Just like I'm unable

Can't control nothing

All I feel is me

All I feel is scared

  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this is my most personal poem, although it may not seem as it is not very poetic. I am not willing to discuss it

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yellowspecks's picture

Again this piece is haunting, and will haunt the reader long after it is read and enjoyed. Rae

Holly Ord's picture

a broke toy.. i have felt like that so many times.