As I slip away through the murky black
The curtains are drawn in tight oppression
Silence screams and darkness descends
Fatality of the united human standards
I come hands clasped into the fire of the night
And the fire is dead, void of friends
Obliged to follow isolate and desolate to the moon
I come to the silent edge in question
What is it? And what is it not?
The boundaries are tumbling, falling soundlessly down
Leaving trails of smoky dust dancing to an obituary
And we each shovel down this darkness
Some swallow, some choke, some die
The warmth of the comfort is to be written in blood
This oasis of a child’s game or retreat is smiling
I come tear stained to this dead end
And I want a gentle hand to guide the bleak way
Instead I have to chose this darkness as a friend
There is no choice, no nagging voice
Around me comets of thirsty fire fall
Mobility my only escape, tranquility my only fate
Drive me, drive me please take me there
Discreetly I go about plotting the death of my soul
My finger aches and my face a mask of dried tears
And with my menial mission I’ll decide to leave
Unbalanced I walk into the harsh ball of fire
No I’m not missing much, not missing much at all....
There’s no place for nostalgia, no place for my future
Here’s a place far past future, far past light
And I’ll let the darkness wrap my heart as I spin here in deep dark
The inky blackness drip with my own tears
They are forever here those drops of fears
Drowning the world in my own empathy, I sleep
With lack of human hunger I’m masochistic
These last nights of delirious drugged flights
My heart has succumbed to the night
And I too dreamed of death on my ragged kite
This passion will not burn the melancholy
My ashen title of what is life now foiled
I see now fire, not now dead
And it’s fallen, there’s no way up
Alas I’m crying, and I hear no sound.
Give me refuge from this static image
I believe it will ignite then die
But its my false pretenses leading the wrong way
I know the way don’t you?
So, if you were me, wouldn’t you be flying at night?