what does a dog hear behind closed doors?
violene of bombs ripping apart the world
cold calculated gunfire
calculated really?
my dad listens to music that sounds like people are crying
instead of singing
i dont like it beacuse its too much truth
for me to handle.
small town life unclouded by material possessions
the human experience is all too raw
remembering the old is like thinking
about our futures
as i watch people wither and die
loneliness, pain and detriment
is seen without the lashings of tinsel
we are born to die
and this is less than glamourous
there is nothing to do with myself
im anxious
wasting my time until the days i die
i can see this
im fooling myself that in the city its any different
distracting myself until the day i die
shopping in the material world
hoping to find some comfort for my soul
but my soul can rest there
as everything flies away
in the wind of a bomb.
everything?
i think the only thing we want to save
in underground shelters
that we hope will last even with the worlds destruction
even when the bomb blows the world apart
is love
is that love is invinsible to bombs
that it is uncalculated
and in this not meant to be
a miracle.
that all that remains when each atom is split
is love.
untangible? undestructable.
that two souls find each other
to be completely whole in love
and when the bombs drop from the sky
dont worry
we will be together
forever
that love will remain without any physical constraints
or is that part of love itself?
the struggle, the bitterness
but when there is nothing left on earth
but love
pure love
with no stuggle or bitterness
that the world will be whole
and complete
because we can be together.
without complication
like animals
their raw emotions existing without many ties
ours will exist without any?
that our hatred might end this physical struggle
and blow this planet away so that nothing exists but
pure love.
or at least i like to think something that comes out of all this pain and hatred
heaven?
where does love go?
heaven.