I Lose My Thoughts, For Pennies On the Dollar

Pity offers me little recourse

As I travel through my day.

What has been done

I do not wish to take back,

That which I wish to take back

Has already been done.

And here you come,

Offering an ear,

A hand, a back to lean on.

I look into your dull, sullen Deer eyes,

And don’t even blink.

Then, swiftly I turn my back

Not to you, but to the world.

All of those mind beggars

Pleading and asking for my thoughts

And I may drop a few of my

Mental coins into their cans,

Hats.

Filthy rats,

They crawl about my feet.

Spreading their disease of malcontent

and plagiarism of dreams.

One more subject

For me to touch upon,

Before I fall in sleep.

I say “in” because it is, now,

More of a state of mind

than state of being.

Lie mongers, and chronic hate.

Maybe it is just me, but being on the inside

Of a school system,

Has let me see the actual system.

System of life, system of lies,

System of hate.

Oh, how wonderful, a rumor may

Be spread like warm butter over the

Teems of students.

How a group can be turned like

A well oiled screw in a hole too big.

Once again, I am gypped, ripped

From my thoughts

For pennies on the dollar,

Losing my mind and having to pay to do so.

You give a penny for my thoughts

So i put my two cents in.

Why do I always lose a penny?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i LOVE this poem. And all of these represent my true feelings. NOT towards u DORA  lol. :D

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