Hands are tied, mind unlashed,
Muzzle to my mind.
Seems to me
This just might be
The point in which
My heart has crashed.
I feel the blood, taste the fear
Yet know it all the same.
Pull the trigger, let it go.
Hear the blast, the pain I know
Fall to the floor in satin sheets.
A pool of thoughts surrounds my head,
My eyes stare wide
At what’s not coming.
Though I feel empty inside
I cannot help but realize,
The thoughts which were blown through my eyes
Were all that was inside of me at all.
Perpetrator, off scott-free
No prints, no clues, no trace.
I’m the only one who knows the killer
Is one within my face.
The thin red mist
Now settles down
Blankets all below it in a film.
The muzzle falls,
Another calls,
The new shells, they clink silently.
Reload.
Push back up, retrieve my self,
Just to have it blown away again.
The hammer cocks,
The bullet locks,
Another time my mind flies from within.
A swarm of flies,
Surrounds my lies,
The stench they give would hold back any man.
I try to fight,
Ensuing white,
The maggots of corruption seeping in.
I fall, released, from an earthen noose,
And sink into earths fate.
Never will we be turned loose
Until we know it is too late.
So we seek
And then we find
Then truth we all should know.
Turns us blind,
Decrepit mind,
As the thoughts from my head flow.
My hands released,
I feel the time
Ensuing, a lion on a rabbit.
Pouncing, eating, tearing flesh
Going into overkill.
Of all we hear, then all we see
The truth it was sent to thresh,
Then mount upon our burying hill.
The only truth, that we will find, lies in pages
And under stone, hardened.
Until then, we frolic and play,
Within the gates to Fear’s Garden.