Crippled by fear
My gut churns, my heart stops
It’s you I hear
My mind is racing
Confused and stumbling
Which way is up?
Shaking, scared
My insides know for sure,
No doubt you are near, nearer here
Eyes tracing, hearing muffled, echoing voices
Gazed with sadness, anger, fear
Intimidation, threatening, alienation
Loneliness, desperation, overwhelming situations,
Taking personal information, personal invasion
Are the doors locked?
Is he in the house?
What are those noises I hear, or don’t I hear?
I don’t know….
Paranoia laying still and silent, shadows, phone calls,
Just breathing, no one says a word
Lurking in the darkness, shadows in the window
Taking showers with little movement, only darkness
Don’t make a sound….
The alarm is set, and so is the fear setting in a permanent scar
Betrayal, don’t know who you are
Who is that man hiding in endless lie?
What is that cloud, the fog, the murky look in your eye?
No life, no heart, no goodness there
No happiness, no gentle heart,
Oh they’re there, not real
What is true? This isn’t fair! Don’t believe anything
Don’t chip at that wall, keep building it up, it’s all a lie
That’s the goal; your fear keeps him high
All the while good, kind, mothering care
Now it’s all fear, anger, sadness
Where is that shining star? She’s no longer there
For what, what is the meaning? It matters not,
Just keep leaning toward the stars, look at the light,
Let go of the fear, don’t give up the fight
Shift gears, unwind it fast,
Don’t let hate take your breath, it’s not your fate
Beautiful children, I want to see you,
I need to love you and to feel you
Come toward my warmth, I have it back
I took it, I ran faster to you,
Come to me, take my hands
Your face is flawless, perfect treasure
Treasure you, I will
Your pure heart is still
Speak your language, my mind is open
I want to show you, show me too, little you…
I will listen
I will not give up, I will be strong
I will not leave you; I will be here for you
My fear is no longer… gone
My energy positive, flushed the fear down the pipe
Fear no longer exists here
You have the wrong address,
The number you dialed, disconnected
The door you kicked in, solid, still standing
Come here young man
Take the other hand
The devil wants you; oh excuse me, has you
He stole your soul; no, your heart was handed over
I tried to show you, lead and guide you, win you over
You chose death, death of goodness, goodness crumbled
Let go, let go of evil, take a hold of love
No guilt, no fear, no weakness, not a tear
A tear of joy, cry for Dylan & K, cry for beauty
A mother’s love will rein
wow impressive one... its also as good as the previous poem... rich idea and richly done... appreciate you friend