sometimes

sometimes you do not know what you are missing, umtil you reach out to touch it and you can't,

sometimes you can not see how beautiful something is until it steps back into the light,

sometimes you miss a love so true by not letting love find your beauty

sometimes when you need beauty, dreams and love the most, you find them taken away from you,

sometimes when you feel love drifting away from you, you feel it screaming inside your chest and your heart feels numbs and ignorant because the truest of loves is'nt easy.

sometimes it can be the best or the worse of the world, it can break you, but than you become real.

you are real and in love, and when you love you are never unhappy, you are only unhappy when you deny the truth held in love.

have you ever been in love?

it makes you vulnerable, it opes your chest and it opens your heart and it messes you up inside.

i built all these defences, and armor, for years, so nothing could hurt me, than one day, one day unlike no other day, someone drifts into my life, and i give them a piece of me, they dont ask for it, they just do something to earn it, like kiss me, or smile at me, and than my life isnt my own anymore, love takes hostage, it gets into me, and eats my insides out, and than he says something like"lets just be friends" and the words turn into a glass splinter working its way into my heart, it hurts, not just in the imagination, not just in the mind, it is a soul hurt, a body hurt, a hurt that gets into my body and rips me apart hurt.

than sometimes you look into someones eyes and you see your soul, your heart, and he sees his in your eyes.

so yes sometimes you have to hurt before you feel real love, and than, just sometimes, its all worth it

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