I use to wonder

I sit and wonder about days gone by

why you cheated, why you lied

and I wonder where I failed you

to make you hurt me, and be untrue



did I not love you as I should have?

did I not give you all I had?

did I not do all that I could?

did I not say all that I should?



I ask myself if I could have loved you more

so with my love, you did not get bored

and run to her, the one I called a friend,

the one who brought it all to a end



I no longer wonder, if i failed you

wasnt me who failed, it was you

was not my fault, as a man you were weak

and the truth you could not speak












Author's Notes/Comments: 

took me a long time, not to blame myself for your faults, i now know, no matter what i did, it would never be enough to make you a honest man

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