When I can speak your name without crying
When I can say I don’t love you without lying
When I can think of you and smile
When I can use a phone and not your number I dial
When I can sleep without dreams of you and I
When I can wake without wishing you were by my side
When I can think of the good times and not the bad
When I can go through one single day without being sad
When I can think of myself without thinking of you
When I can believe when you said it was over to be true
When I can once again trust the words of love I hear
When I can love again without fear
When I can think of, all we shared as good times
When the world stops being gray and the sunshines
When I can fall in love with another and allow him in my heart
When I can do all this without it tearing me apart
When I can look back on this year without seeing it as a waste
When I can kiss another and your lips I do not taste
That is when I can finally close my eyes and not see your face
That is when all the hopes and dreams will finally be erased