You feel like an oil spill on my skin
Toxic waste degrades me from within
Should I feel sorrow when they fall into your trap?
Adoring faces blinded by a dazzling act
Or are they too foolish to see what’s real
And do they deserve to look up to you and kneel?
I could cleanse myself if I left
But I’m bound to stand by and leave the rest
Because when you love you make a promise
And my heart still cries for you
There was a little girl I loved
And back then she loved me too
And I thought we would live with integrity
And I thought we would grow up pure
Then I walked a lonely path
I thought you were by my side
But the second I turned to look
You had gone to the other side
I don’t know when it happened
And I don’t know why you left
I don’t know if we can fix this
If we can’t I won’t last long
I miss you everyday
And I hold our memories safe
In a little box I cherish
That I open when I need faith
When I watch you pull their puppet strings
I cringe and swallow bile
It kills me to see you being this way
It has twisted and broken my smile
But no matter where life has taken us
Even if your face has changed
I made myself a promise
And I won’t abandon you
Regardless of this poison’s burn
Of the tar stuck in my lungs
I will swallow this bitter oil
And stand by and leave the rest