Finding my crib beneath my bed
At the age of fourteen. Never
Throwing anything out. Piles.
Piles upon piles of junk
“Aren’t you glad I saved it?”
This is where I’m from.
I’m from creaky floorboards,
Mice squeaking in the night.
I’m from the middle of the woods,
Seeing families of deer each day,
From piles of pine needles, bent trees and
Fallen branches across the fresh cut grass
I’m from fingerprinted walls, drying paint, fruit
Stencils along the hallway, moldy basements, a broken swing-set.
From paths that lead to rusty cars or rusty street signs,
Broken bird’s’ nests and robins’ eggs.
I’m from a land of laughing gas
That makes me laugh like assorted animals
Varying from hyenas to monkeys. From laughing
To hear “did you eat feathers for lunch?”
Or even just laughing at the things dad say
“Put on your shoeses”. From cracking up at anything and everything.
I’m from speaking French or speaking English with a French accent
From naming unknown species and dressing for Halloween as a wallibeater.
Making crazy songs and lyrics to join them, and dancing too.
From having wacky nicknames like you shpoog, apple pie, hal bop,
Little green baby bird, from being a shnooze and giving puhs.
I’m from rooms with oriental rugs, cases of
Blue and white china, wade figurines, les santons
And of course the millions of turtles everywhere.
I’m from hiding behind the chair in
The living room, the room no one is allowed to go in.
From playing apples to apples, and Balderdash.
I’m from a place where I sometimes fit in,
But no matter I always kind of stick out.
A place where I try to be
Something else, but I’m always from me.