I thought about his voice just now
And felt a gouging rip
I imagined him speaking to me
And my composure start to slip
Thinking about how close we were
And how close we’ll never be
How heavenly his touch is
How they’ll never be for me
Despite the things he tells me
To push, and push me gone
I’ll never be far away
Never completely forgone
“I fucked Kelsey”
His repeating rhyme
“So go ahead and leave
I’ll just waste your time”
How it stung, the worst
Those words he said
Reopening the hole
My heart once bled
But I clung so deeply
To the moments we shared
When we were so happy
And my pain was spared
I’m stickin’ ‘round ‘though
Despite what you say
Or deliberately hurt me
To keep me at bay
Whenever you’re ready
To get in that ‘ship
I’ll be waitin’ and ready
To finally start our trip
Inspired by:/Dedicated to: Shadow Jovan Silvas
Created on: March 13, 2009 – 1226