Am I feeling depressed
Is it a form of being sad
Or something so simple
As just feeling bad
I can’t even think
Of a better word to say
On what I’m feeling
This moment of astray
This new emotion
I’ve never dealt
Filling me with something
I’ve never felt
I’ve gone so low
I’ve hit the floor
And looking back
My tears just pour
Didn’t care before
I couldn’t see when
Now I am here
Wishing to see then
I’m covered in blemish
I have scars of shame
I’ve years of neglect
And I’m to blame
What can I do
Where do I go
Maybe up
From being so low
But it seems too hard
It seems so far
To get back up
From this emotional scar
I’m so miserable here
But too tired to move
Anywhere else
Or try to improve
All because
I couldn’t see
This is what’s
Become of me
Inspired by: My last straw of self-disgust
Created on: June 7, 2008 – 0435