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What the hell is fucking wrong with me?

Is it really me or is it truly him?

And if it is why is I’m not able to see.

So I can get out of this life of grim.



Apparently I make him upset if not worse.

I find this out and I feel like shit!

I swear he makes me feel like I’m his cruse!

Why can’t he forget me and make it quit!



I’ll leave him alone if he’ll then be happy.

I’ll never think of him if this is what it takes.

If this is what it takes so he and I aren’t crappy,

Then why the fuck do we keep going through aches?



I guess all those problems of his I should have dropped.

So hey, maybe he’s tried and I pull him in.

Maybe those times he said, “nothing” I should have stopped?

So there we go…. I’ve fucked up again!



If I hadn’t of messaged him we would have avoided the complicity.

I fucked up his life, in turn fucking up mine.

I bet he was even better even with our moments of felicity.

There’s a reason for everything, so why’d our paths combine?



Gah this shit is just fucking too much too handle!

Why can’t I just make it all go away!

Just blow THIS problem away like a candle,

And make this passing in life fucking decay!



Yeah I know it’s too easy too just ‘let go’.

Every good time that ends has a fucking bad spot.

And I gotta go through it no matter how fast or slow.

I bet this one won’t go back fast… not by a long shot.



Fuck! I just wish this nightmare would fucking be done!

Wake me up and have it all just be pretend!

I wanna go back to living my life having fun!

But no it’s real life and I’m having to contend!



I’m brutally honest and I screw up his life!

I fuck it up again, and again, and again, and again!

Whooop dee doo! Once again I add to his strife!

Someone fucking kill me and put our misery to an end!





Inspired by: Gerald E. Lindberg

Dedicated to: No one in particular

Created on: June 21, 2005