poem_035_Unfinished_Poem_The_Instant_Message

I was thinking about you the past week and it was driving me insane!

At first I was in disbelief that my thoughts of you could have been this strong.

Listening to Boulevard of Broken Dreams strolling down memory lane.

And it almost brought me to tears because this was your significant song.



Sulking in my living room listening to Boulevard of Broken Dreams.

I think of you, a small tear trying to stay inside my eye and not show.

I watch the screen and listen to the music to avoid showing their gleams.

Then suddenly an instant message I receive from you and they all flow!



Your ID pops up on my desktop making me want to smile and rejoice.

I am looking around hoping no one notices my felicity.

I was told never to talk to you or see you, this not being my choice,

Because of the age difference between us as well as complicity.



As we start talking I can feel each tear slowly swell one bye one.

Finally I’m able to see your lulling words and see you’re still alive.





Inspired by/ Dedicated to: Chris Sailer

Created on: May 5, 2005 decided to be unfinished May 16, 2005

Author's Notes/Comments: 

What happened with this was I was dating this 21 year old and this event happened then he pissed me off by basically cheating on me and I just never finished it but I wanted to share the process of how I felt for him

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