Afraid to admit this feeling for thee
For I'm afraid of what I might see
This feeling inside is too hard to explain
I wish this feeling would go and refrain
I’m too afraid
To touch the blade
That can sever my life
Like a titanium knife
Shoved through paper
As easy as a rapper
Who’s victimized the purity
Of a girl during maturity
The only thing that I possess
The one thing that I express
It’s not my brain and it’s not my heart
It’s that only thing that sets me apart
From all my friends and even kin
The one thing we contain within
It can’t be replaced and it can’t be broken
It’s that thing that makes us outspoken
I like him now more than a friend
But I don’t know if I’m ready to transcend
Suppose I start to feel for him love
And it quickly increases from thereof
If I let him know of how I feel
My true self I may reveal
Then he finds that one flaw
That makes him want to withdraw
By then he’d have had me in his possession
So I won’t make this fatal confession
Not ready to die inside
And I’ll stay safe and hide
Not ready to have my life changed
By he who might be deranged
I only have one to control
It is my soul
Afraid to admit this feeling for thee
For I'm afraid of what I might see
This feeling inside is too hard to explain
I wish this feeling would go and refrain
Inspired by: Chris A. Sailer Dedicated to: No one
Created on: April 17, 2005