I should have let them know where I was and where I had been.
Too long did we keep the secret; I should have let them know.
Now down this path we’ve taken and I’m never to see you again.
Even though this is what I was told I will never let you go.
I should have let you meet my parents like you wanted.
You were almost arrested because I wanted an apropos
And now this moment I will forever be haunted
Since I wasn’t able to let you go.
You were such an impact in my life and on me.
I can’t watch you pass by without a ‘hello’.
I’m happy at least you were set free.
In my mind I will never let you go.
You took a piece of my life as I watched us depart.
This was probably a quid pro quo.
You have an immobile place deep in my heart.
I doubt I will ever let you go.
Since that accident you said you were a different man.
Your past is your past your friends even said so.
I wanted to be apart of your new life’s plan.
Sometimes I wish I could let you go.
I tried not to look back as my parents took me away.
I held back my tears trying not to show.
Because everyone told me I was your prey.
Then why can I not let you go?
They said you were a predator and just wanted one thing.
I said I understood but I still don’t know.
I felt we had much more than a fling.
And I’m still trying to let you go.
Forbade talking to you.
To my family you are a foe.
Forbade because of taboo.
But I’m never letting you go.
Inspired by/ dedicated to: Chris A. Sailer
Created on: April 24, 2005