i saw you first ...i held you first...i heard your first cry....i wiped away your first tears...you stole my heart before your arrival and its never been the same since...i was the one with you up at nights when you didnt want to sleep or was sick...i was the one who silenced your fears and tears...for 4-5 years until selfishness and bad choices stole you from me...to blame is lame and who cares as to where to place ...but i am sure you blamed me and that hurts but so is life..one day you may want the truth and then you will know...you werent abandoned by choice but moved alot without no communication of a forwarding address ...lame does this sound its documented truth but helps noone resolve...the issue that i loved you then and i love you know...i didnt shape your present..but can help your future if allowed...