I've seen you come a very long way,
seen you break through the sadness,
become a better person.
But why do you still hide everything,
waiting for it to just bubble to the surface
and lose your composure.
Its unhealthy,
unsafe,
you know you arent exactly 100 percent.
So why hurt yourself the way you do.
Why push away people who
can make you happier.
Why try to convince everyone
that you are always ok.
You know in your heart you arent ok,
and you wont ever be,
as long as you hold on to
every damn thing that happens.
People dont purposely leave you alone.
They dont say things
that hurt you, intentionally.
They do care about you.
But you refuse to see it.
Which is why you'll always be alone.
Because you are too stuck in the past,
to have any future.
Goodnight Gwen.