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Why weave your words so well when you cant even weld your worst worrys to one wrong wretched statement.

I think its time to tie the terror into a single torrent of tears to tear the trust back down to the truth of the situation.

Where do you go when you cant go to the home you hoped you had with the one you hoped to have forever?

Do the doors close to the damned demons inside your doomed soul before the damage is so intense you have nowhere to go?

Should I say goodbye to the sorrow and slash my safe place til there is nothing but shapeless shattered pieces of my sanity?

if i ignore the ignorant inaccuracies included in my insane attempts to ignite my life beyond the reach of my heart?

I just wish i could wipe the world clean like a windex on a window, clear the smudges and finger prints of my past.

Wash away the work in which i tried to make myself forget, but its all for nothing, because no matter what i'm brought back to this.

And just this.

Doubt.

Fear.

Stupidity.

Testing people like i am some almighty master of all thats right and true.

Who the fuck do I think i am?

I'm no one to test others.

I'm just some sad

lonely

stupid

little girl

Betraying myself with the boastful bullshit bought through bitching and breaking hearts.

Hurting everyone who hurled themselves over me to protect me from one horrible thing or another.

I just wish i could be the better person for once.

I wish i could be normal....