Misguided Reasoning

Tearing at my heart, as much as the flesh, Broken dreams only more shattered by thoughts of regret.

The blade in my hand, gives life rather

than take it, Happiness is so close,

pressing it to the flesh, sighing my relief,

one more cut to temporary happiness,

Temporary relief.



Blinded by my past, cautious at your words,

scared of more hurt, terrified at the

loneliness. Crying my pains it seems to no

one. Staring idly at

pictures of

lost hopes.



My tears staining the pages, every

lost hope, kept secret

within the covers.



Been around for awhile, but I see no end. Hiding

as useless as crying. I fade to black, only

to be uncovered by the light. Neededing to

step away from it all, to find myself. So many

things, breaking me from

all directions.



Fear justifies my shaking, There is no coming

back, one submurged in the river

of perpetual sadness.



So say goodbye, but please dont cry, You

will see me in your dreams. Always with you,

never leaving. Memories

will hold you. Never fading away,

Pieces of me, Shattered hopes,

Now belong to

You

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