Tearing at my heart, as much as the flesh, Broken dreams only more shattered by thoughts of regret.
The blade in my hand, gives life rather
than take it, Happiness is so close,
pressing it to the flesh, sighing my relief,
one more cut to temporary happiness,
Temporary relief.
Blinded by my past, cautious at your words,
scared of more hurt, terrified at the
loneliness. Crying my pains it seems to no
one. Staring idly at
pictures of
lost hopes.
My tears staining the pages, every
lost hope, kept secret
within the covers.
Been around for awhile, but I see no end. Hiding
as useless as crying. I fade to black, only
to be uncovered by the light. Neededing to
step away from it all, to find myself. So many
things, breaking me from
all directions.
Fear justifies my shaking, There is no coming
back, one submurged in the river
of perpetual sadness.
So say goodbye, but please dont cry, You
will see me in your dreams. Always with you,
never leaving. Memories
will hold you. Never fading away,
Pieces of me, Shattered hopes,
Now belong to
You