I'm feeling my way through life. Epiphanies come a mile a minute. Realizing that even though life is hard it's not that bad. What am I living for? Because I can and I was given the chance to. What am I doing in a shit job? Because I have to. Realizing that I have to live on when other die. I can not stew on the sadness too long, or it will rule my life. I have to like what makes me sad, or it will ruin me if I don't. I have to smile when I'm sad. Happiness is coming to the realization, that you have so many great people in your life and numerous great things. Laughter is finding humor in the bad things in life. Before the end of your life, be glad, be proud. Because it's not coming to a close, It's only just begun.