Feeling so alone because it seems you
have gone away. I tried with all my heart
not to let the jealousy take over but I
could not help it. I felt like I was being
ignored and push the back. You
reassured me that wasn't the case but
I could not help my feelings. I have killed
another relationship even though you don't
show it I know the hate is beginning
to bubble up inside of you. It burns
when I talk to you; you just wish I would
go away. You seem to enjoy friends more
than me. I don't know what is wrong with
me but I can fix it. I know you
laugh when I am crying. But all I do
is cry when you are.