Helpless

I sit here wondering why I am so helpless to

my friends. They give me everything and

it seems like I give them nothing in

return. Everyday I take but never let

them receive. As much as I want to help

it seems like I can do nothing but sit idly

by and watch their lives crumble before my

eyes. It brings on so much stress and anger

and sadness that it is almost impossible to

bear. I just want to yell at them and make

them tell me about their problems or worries. But it

isn't in my nature to demand anything or

command someone. I wish I was a different

person so that I could understand why my

friends are crying or why they are

depressed. I cry myself to sleep every night

hoping for and answer to my prayers, but I

wake up the next morning the same sad

helpless person I was the day before.

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