Letting loose a torrent of
emotions. Feeling alone, ashamed
betrayed, happy for you, sad for me.
I am unable to properly cope
with the thought of never having you
to hold and be mine.
I feel like I have lost
a part of myself that you held
so dearly in your heart.
But, I dug my grave
so I must sleep in it,
as alone as I will have to be.
One day I will be lucky
enough to have someone like you in my life