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Reflection
Everyone tells her she is beautiful. Also that she has a body to die for. Everyone compliments her on how smart she seems. But they can only see the outside. They dont take the time to see her insecurity and pain. They refuse to believe that she isnt everything that they think she is. She is so tortured by her past that she cant see 2 feet in front of her eyes. She lives in her past like it is her only future,she cant seem to shake the feelings of abandonment and perpetual lonliness. She can never forget the fact that her mother mentally abused her from an early age. No one can see that she can not shake the feeling that she can never be anything except below average. She seems to replay her fathers death every day in her mind. One word can set her off into a 2 month depression from which no one can pull her. Abandonment haunts her like a lost spirit with too much unfinished business. Her eyes seem vibrant but behind that mask they are vacant and awaiting death. Her smile seems bright, But it is fake and broken, Faded through out her 21 years from gross neglect.
