Everything is coming back, everything is starting over
if just once I could have what I had, I wouldn't ask for anymore
Going to treatment, i've felt so lost, not able to control my actions
Now the consequence--I pay the cost, but more for their satisfaction
I feel so alone with not anyone around
if there was someone I could just talk to
The person that I have now found, is the person I can't let through
My mind keeps twisting to force myself to think of good things
but I can only think up everything bad
the person I want with you is me, If just once I could have what I had