something missing

Folder: 
Reality

Everything is coming back, everything is starting over

if just once I could have what I had, I wouldn't ask for anymore

Going to treatment, i've felt so lost, not able to control my actions

Now the consequence--I pay the cost, but more for their satisfaction

I feel so alone with not anyone around

if there was someone I could just talk to

The person that I have now found, is the person I can't let through

My mind keeps twisting to force myself to think of good things

but I can only think up everything bad

the person I want with you is me, If just once I could have what I had

Author's Notes/Comments: 

A poem that I had wrote when I was in treatment at the age of 15

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