I CANT SEEM TO THINK STRAIGHT ANYMORE...
MY MIND IS SO FULL OF SHIT IM NUMB TO FEEL
I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT I DONT KNOW WHO WANTS ME
IT FEELS LIKE A FUCKING GAME IT ALWAYS DOES
WHY IS IT THAT HONESTY IS SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO SEE
IM SICK OF POURING MY HEART OUT UNTIL ITS EMPTY
NOTHING MAKES SENSE TO ME I OVERREACT TO EVERYTHING
IM MADE INTO THE BAD PERSON NO MATTER HOW
MUCH I TRY TO BECOME SOMEONE GOOD
ITS A FUCKING WASTE EVERYTIME
TWO FACED LIES FULL OF SHIT EVERYONE SUCKS
AND NO ONE GIVES A SHIT
SOMEDAYS I FEEL I CANT GO ON
IT RAINS THEN IT POURS AND NOW IM FUCKING DRENCHED
FOR BEING HELL ITS PRETTY FUCKING WET
LET LOOSE LET GO BE LAID BACK BITCH
GET REAL FIGURE IT OUT WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING STRESSED
CONFUSION WILL NEVER LEAVE HONESTY WILL NEVER STAY
FAITH AND TRUST ARE HARD TO COME BY
WHEN ALL YOUVE BEEN IS BETRAYED
I HAVE TO GET UP AND FORGET
I HAVE TO THINK THINGS WILL TURN OUT RIGHT
I HAVE TO KNOW I CAN DO IT
I HAVE TO LET GO OF SOME PRIDE
EVEN AFTER ALL THIS SHIT I FEEL THE CONFUSION IN MY MIND
THE INSECURITES ABOUT MYSELF ALL THE FUCKING LIES ...
I KNOW I CAN ALWAYS DEPEND ON ONE PERSON TO SAVE ME AGAIN
the war within.
i like this one very much. when i was reading it i felt like i was the one who had wrote it.
a nice play-on-words type of poem. lots of contrasts and conflicting emotions. it just jumps all over the page. a lot of it very true "CONFUSION WILL NEVER LEAVE HONESTY WILL NEVER STAY". it all seems like a big display of fireworks in words, just to distract you from the underlying message in it... that if the person youre in love with cant accept you for who you are, then who the fuck are they? its kind of a im gonna pound your face because i love you message. cute