Another day goes by

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Confusing thoughts

I CANT SEEM TO THINK STRAIGHT ANYMORE...



MY MIND IS SO FULL OF SHIT IM NUMB TO FEEL

I DONT KNOW WHAT I WANT     I DONT KNOW WHO WANTS ME

IT FEELS LIKE A FUCKING GAME    IT ALWAYS DOES

WHY IS IT THAT HONESTY IS SO HARD FOR PEOPLE TO SEE

IM SICK OF POURING MY HEART OUT UNTIL ITS EMPTY

NOTHING MAKES SENSE TO ME     I OVERREACT TO EVERYTHING

IM MADE INTO THE BAD PERSON NO MATTER HOW

MUCH I TRY TO BECOME SOMEONE GOOD

ITS A FUCKING WASTE EVERYTIME

TWO FACED LIES    FULL OF SHIT     EVERYONE SUCKS  

AND    NO ONE GIVES  A SHIT

SOMEDAYS I FEEL I CANT GO ON

IT RAINS THEN IT POURS AND NOW IM FUCKING DRENCHED

FOR BEING HELL ITS PRETTY FUCKING WET

LET LOOSE   LET GO  BE LAID BACK    BITCH

GET REAL FIGURE IT OUT WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING STRESSED

CONFUSION WILL NEVER LEAVE   HONESTY WILL NEVER STAY

FAITH AND TRUST ARE HARD TO COME BY

WHEN ALL YOUVE  BEEN IS BETRAYED

I HAVE TO GET UP AND FORGET

I HAVE TO THINK THINGS WILL TURN OUT RIGHT

I HAVE TO KNOW I CAN DO IT

I HAVE TO LET GO OF SOME PRIDE

EVEN AFTER ALL THIS SHIT I FEEL   THE CONFUSION IN MY MIND

THE INSECURITES ABOUT MYSELF  ALL THE FUCKING LIES ...



I KNOW I CAN ALWAYS DEPEND ON ONE PERSON TO SAVE ME AGAIN


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Ryan's picture

the war within.

Darling's picture

i like this one very much. when i was reading it i felt like i was the one who had wrote it.

Matt Handlos's picture

a nice play-on-words type of poem. lots of contrasts and conflicting emotions. it just jumps all over the page. a lot of it very true "CONFUSION WILL NEVER LEAVE HONESTY WILL NEVER STAY". it all seems like a big display of fireworks in words, just to distract you from the underlying message in it... that if the person youre in love with cant accept you for who you are, then who the fuck are they? its kind of a im gonna pound your face because i love you message. cute