all apart

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Emotional Issues

something is leaving my soul

why doesn't this go away

this sharp intense feeling

seems like eternal pain

what hurts the most,

is that he has no sort of feelings

with what I am experiencing

but he will never know again

how I really feel

I'm rejected everytime

I lose more everytime

why in the hell do I ever try

when everything that comes to me

turns into nothing but bullshit

why can't I please forget this

I fucking hate being depressed

my only happiness was with him

now it's all gone

my feelings can't control

how they are obsessed with the emotions

that have let through to just fall to pieces

because...

I feel apart

I don't feel whole

my love, my life, my soul

Author's Notes/Comments: 

about 6yrs old...I was very young and thought this was love. at the time I felt hurt but all I can do now is laugh

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