something is leaving my soul
why doesn't this go away
this sharp intense feeling
seems like eternal pain
what hurts the most,
is that he has no sort of feelings
with what I am experiencing
but he will never know again
how I really feel
I'm rejected everytime
I lose more everytime
why in the hell do I ever try
when everything that comes to me
turns into nothing but bullshit
why can't I please forget this
I fucking hate being depressed
my only happiness was with him
now it's all gone
my feelings can't control
how they are obsessed with the emotions
that have let through to just fall to pieces
because...
I feel apart
I don't feel whole
my love, my life, my soul